I just want to share some of latest photos on my camera's memory card. About some weeks ago, I've lost ALL my files, keepsakes, and whatever from my external hard disk drive. That would be including the pictures I've collected since I was in junior high school all through the way to high school, scanned old pictures, school's assignments from the past, some project plans for this blog, all the photos, all the photos, all the photos.. Yeah, hopefully those files could be recovered, but I haven't had the time to do it so, because there are too many files, and so little time. I really can't hope to get them back intactly. There must have been damaged files or anything. But afterall, what I'm so thankful about is that I don't get frustrated about losing these all. I've experienced the same thing when I was younger, and more unstable. And, at that time, I was so frustrated losing all my files which I thought was important (because keeping the memory keepsakes in the form of photographs has been my thing). Alhamdulillāh to have the feeling I'm having right now, it must be a blessing from Allāh. When the first time I figured out that my external hard disk was blank, none inside, the first thought that came into my mind was: "even on the akhirah, the life of this dunya wouldn't felt like more than one day". That line calmed me.. Inna lillaahi wa inna ilayhi Raaji'oon, whatever we have is not really ours. It belongs to Allāh. At some point, this experience has taugt me to be more tawakkal, and become my own reminder that everything belongs to Allāh.
My favourite gingham patterned mug
Bedroom reposition
Logging in
Shalat and dhikr book, and an Al-qur'an
My prayer rug from Nanggroe Aceh Darussalam
My sister's H&M dress
Clouds of the sky
Sun's ray
Into the light
Supermarket mirror picture with my brother
MY FAVOURITE! I like the taste of coffe the most, followed by green tea, and durian :-)
So long, files!
gone tru the same thing.
ReplyDeletei was gonna reformat my external hdisk since its broken for some reason so i moved all the files to the local disk D in my laptop, my luck was not on my side, the laptop itself stucked with viruses. with the help of a fren of mine i ask him to help me reformat the laptop. my luck was SO BAD that he accidently erased the D part. the supposedly untouched part when the reformat process occurs. the moment he told me about it i was like "-------------------------the world when silent for a moment" i was actually quite surprise, that i was not so shock, even my facial expression didnt even change. i was being open and relax that i just smile and said 'its ok'. But he even felt more guilty when i said its okay haha.
we share the same thought :). at that moment, i just felt, some 'things' we just cant hold on to it forever. There is a time we need to let them go.
*why am i babbling here, haha. just to share, because i know that 'feeling'.(i photograph things i see, for me looking back at my pictures,its like reading a diary)
ana :)
gone tru the same thing.
ReplyDeletei was gonna reformat my external hdisk since its broken for some reason so i moved all the files to the local disk D in my laptop, my luck was not on my side, the laptop itself stucked with viruses. with the help of a fren of mine i ask him to help me reformat the laptop. my luck was SO BAD that he accidently erased the D part. the supposedly untouched part when the reformat process occurs. the moment he told me about it i was like "-------------------------the world when silent for a moment" i was actually quite surprise, that i was not so shock, even my facial expression didnt even change. i was being open and relax that i just smile and said 'its ok'. But he even felt more guilty when i said its okay haha.
we share the same thought :). at that moment, i just felt, some 'things' we just cant hold on to it forever. There is a time we need to let them go.
*why am i babbling here, haha. just to share, because i know that 'feeling'.(i photograph things i see, for me looking back at my pictures,its like reading a diary)
ana :)
ana
ReplyDeleteHi Ana!
thanks for letting me know that you've been through the same thing like me! I felt like *not the only one in this world* haha! I'm totally the same like you! Looking through pictures from the past sometimes can be an amazing activity to do. Having those nostalgic feelings, not believing that we've been through some particular things, reminiscing good memories, seeing the growth around us, how people change, how we change.. sometimes pictures truly reveal what we don't really see. I also have made some tracks what I've done through pictures. True you said. Just like a diary! Oh my.. now the pictures I've lost are pictured in my mind.. and I sort of like.. "how I wish to see them again". But yeah, what can I do? I haven't got the time to recover those files.. But yeah! we gotta move on, and be busy with useful stuff to live in the present instead looking back to the past over and over again.